Daily Anthem... (Chapter 1 - 4)

CHAPTER 1

We tend to be forgiving and we set aside our feelings for other people not necessarily because we know how important it is to understand them to keep the relationship but more importantly to satisfy the desire of you to have them around...

But what if you reached the end of the line? What if all that you’ve got is PAIN and HEARTACHES? What if you can longer pursue because you LOST yourself along the course? And, continuing the RELATIONSHIP means losing your balance – you, slowly decaying and on the edge of DYING?

All of a sudden you feel not LOVE but HATRED... All of a sudden you grew TIRED and all you wanted is to FORGET them... you grew SICK and all you wanted is a FRESH START. You suddenly wanted to DISSAPPEAR and never come back and if ever you wanted to, YOU wanted them OUT OF YOUR WORLD...

BUT, you’ll SUDDENLY PAUSE................................................................... you’ll think twice - because you know its SUICIDE.

Where’s the fun in ending your SUFFERING abruptly?

-LOVE-


CHAPTER 2:

Sasabihin mong nakaMOVE ON ka na, pero ang TOTOO hindi pa! Bawat impormasyong nalalaman mo parang SIBAT na tumatama sa PUSO, habang tumatagal, lumalalim ang SUGAT. Habang tumatagal, MAS SUMASAKIT.

BAKIT? Kasi MARTIR kang patuloy na sinasalag ang bawat TIRA... MARTIR ka na hindi UMAARAY... SADISTA AT MASOKISTA KA sa sarili mo na ayaw mo pang AMININ na HINDI MO PA KAYA. NA HINDI KA PA NAGPAPATULOY. NA HINDI KA PA OKAY. NA HINDI PA SAPAT ANG LAKAS MO PARA SABIHING AYAW MO NA TALAGA. TANGINA SILA!!!

Sakaling UMUUSAD ka na, may mga pangyayari na magpapatigil sayo. IKUKULONG ka na naman sa BANGUNGOT na PILIT mong NILALAYUAN. BABALIKAN MONG MULI ang BAWAT SAKIT. BABALIKAN MONG MULI ANG IYONG KATANGAHAN.

Bakit ka nga ba LALAYO kung ito naman ang NAGPAPASAYA sayo?

-PAGIBIG-


CHAPTER 3

You APPRECIATE the PEOPLE surrounding you. You TRUST them, and in your own simple ways, you show how important they are to you. In your own ways, you show them how you love them.

But there is the concept of SIDES. FRIENDSHIP will not be possible with only one person on it, thus, every effort you do should be RECIPROCATED. ITS NOT A RULE NOR A DEMAND! BUT IT IS THE ENERGY for the FRIENDSHIP to SURVIVE. IT IS A REQUIREMENT. A FUNDAMENTAL INGREDIENT. Hence, your RELATIONSHIP will not SURVIVE.

How can you sustain this ENERGY to keep the FRIENDSHIP?

-FRIENDSHIP-


CHAPTER 4

Pero, may mga bagay bagay sa relasyon nyo na hindi maiiwasang sisira dito. NAKAKALIMOT NA SYA, kaya ikaw, NAGHIHIGPIT KA dahil AYAW MO SYANG MAWALA. Ang problema, sa kanya NAKAKASAKAL KA NA PALA.

Sinusubukan mo naman intindihin ang sitwasyon, pero may mga bagay na hindi talaga kayang TANGGAPIN ng NASASAKTANG DAMDAMIN. Kaya, imbes na umaayos ang SITWASYON, lalo pa itong LUMALALA. Kahit anong pilit mong AYUSIN ito, may mga TAONG tila humahadlang na MAAYOS ito... may NAKIKIELAM... may NAGIINARTE... may NAGPAPASAWAY... may DEDMA... may EMOSYONAL... may TANGA at IGNORANTE... may NAGMAMAGANDA... at kung anu-ano pa!

Ang nakakalungkot, lumalaki ang espasyo. Ang nakakalungkot, nasasagad kayo. Ang nakakalungkot, nawawala na kung anu man ang nasimulan nyo. Ang nakakalungkot, bukas makalawa, hindi na kayo magkakilala. Ang nakakalungkot. NAWALA NA KAYO!

Bakit nga ba nagkaganito?

-PAGKAKAIBIGAN-


...to be continued..