SEASON 3: After the RESET

After the so-called RESET, girlet and boylet had a harmonious relationship. Kumbaga, back to normal ulit, kulitan dyan, tawanan, suntukan, kurutan and the like. May i text or chat sa FB and ofcourse, sabay kung pumasok at umuwi during classes.

E verything seems to be a breeze. Too good to be true. Kaya, girlet started to feel something isn’t right. Kaya as the day passes, nawawalan xa ng tiwala kay boylet. Habang tumatagal, mas lumalalim ang mga tanong sa kanya at agam-agam na bakit ganito ang sitwasyon? Nasaan na ang mga taong minsan ay pinagawayan nyo? Saan na ba sila sa buhay ni boylet ngayon? At siya, saan na ba siya dapat lumugar ngayon?

Minsan, gusto niyang isipin na nanalo siya. Natalo nya ang balahurang babae na gumagawa ng kwento upang kahit katiting ay pansinin ni boylet. Pero ayaw nya, dahil ang sa kanya, hindi isang premyong dapat pagaway si boylet. Ang tanging nais lang naman nya ay bigyan siya ng panahon ni boylet para mahilom ang mga sugat na dulot ng pakakaibigan nito sa balahurang babae. Isang bagay na kahit anung gawin niya ay hindi maintindihan ni boylet.

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Then one day, girlet had a bad news, its a problem na hindi nya ineexpect. Na kahit kailangan ata ay hindi siya magiging ready. Her mom’s career is in trouble. It’s either she will retire early or wait in vain to be transferred to a new agency. And what’s more, even her stepfather has the same situation. IT ROCked her world! All of a sudden, her happy-go-lucky lifestyle will be cut short and the need to support her family is becoming too overwhelming.

Being her character, dinidibdib nya to ng sobra. Then, naungkat na naman ang kinikimkim nyang sama ng loob sa kanya trabaho. That people surrounding her doesn’t appreciate what she’s doing. Na afterall her efforts, para syang basura na itatapon na lang dahil meron bago na somehow more persistent, easy to work with, at better than her in terms of the technicalities of their work. At ang mas masakit dun, si boylet yun...

Bakit nga ba nafefeel na naman nya yun? Simply because, wala kasing binibigyan na trabaho sa kanya. She feels na she’s so incompetent to handle such... she feels useless... she feels stupid.

This is a thing she can’t share with boylet. A thing na hindi kailanman nya balak ishare kay boylet.

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So girlet and her family decided to talk things over as soon as possible. She’s set to go home after class. She told boylet about the situation of her family. Well kinda, medyo madalas may memory loss ang hitad. The day started pretty well. May ututan pa nga at harutan eh. Girlet almost forgot about the problems she’s facing. Para kasi sa kanya, ang presence ni boylet especially at times like this will help her somehow cope.

And then the 1pm subject started. It is one hell of a class. Sobrang boring at they both cannot understand well ang dinidiscuss ng prof.. most of time, they talk through writing notes in a piece of paper so as not to sleep during class.. and this time, they decided not to seat at the front where their prof might see they remedial activities for boredomness.

San tau, girlet said, then boylet sat at the second set of chairs were another student is already sitting leaving girlet one plastic crap far from him.

KABLAM! Pumutok ang fuse ni girlet. She felt so alone. She felt na iniwan xa ni boylet. All throughout the class, nagsusulat lang ng comment si girlet sa notebook nya. She seems to be listening pero actually hindi. She wanted to get the hell out of the room. Then boylet texted na iniantok na naman daw xa. FUCK! Tapos ngayon magtetext ka! Gagong to. Damn u! That’s the exact words that girlet uttered in her mind.

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It’s almost 3.30 and the class has ended. Time na para kumopya ng efiles nang lectures, and usually si boylet ang gumagawa nito. Pero this time, girlet stand up and gave her usb disk to the prof. She actually heard boylet saying “ikaw na lang kokopya?” but she didn’t mind.

After a few minutes, he prof is done with the copying so she rushed at his table and took her disk. She want back straight to her chair and get her things and walked out.

She’s so pissed off she’s seem s to be running away from the place. Then her CP rang, she got a message from boylet saying “ay nangiwan, ganyanan na” PUNYETA! Sinong unang nangiwan.

She decided not to answer the text but she’s so furious she need to.. short and sweet she texted “FU”.
Then boylet replied asking why she’s angry.. this time she reserve not answer...

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Then she arrived home. Almost sobbing. Pero parang uhog na bumalik sa kanyang mga mata ang kanyang luha ng makita nya ang mga kapatid nya sa tarangkahan ng kanilang tahanan.. Smiling and very much happy seeing her. She felt a little okay.

As soon as she entered their house, her siblings offered her the big chocolate bar and her mom offered her the pickles. She took them all and said “SHET! Batrip ako sa kalabaw na yan! Nakakinis.. nakakabwisit! Gusto kong kuritin singit nya.. hmmmmp!”. Her mom quickly asked, “sino bang kalabaw yan?” then her brother answered “si boylet mami”. “kumain ka nalang.” Her mom answered.

Later that day, as she was, as always checking her FB, she got a message from boylet. It is a must conversation kaya kailangan nyang magreply. Dahil sigurodo pag hindi xa nagreply, hindi na iimik sa boylet at pagtinanong sya kung bakit hindi naman sila ni girlet naguusap sasabihin nya “ewan ko sa kanya’!

And this how the conversation went:

Boylet: Uy girlet, Bakit ka nagalit sakin????

Girlet: AYOKO KASI NG FEELING NA MAY KASAMA KO TAPOS PARANG INIIWAN AKO... TAS NAGMUMUKHA AKO TANGA KASI MAGISA NA KO.

NEXT TIME, GANUN NA NGA...


OO NAGIINARTE AKO, EH YUN YUNG NAFEEL KO.

Boylet: Adik ka, ba eto... eh yun lang yung bakante upuan sa 2nd row eh. Talaga naman...

Girlet: E DI WAG DUN UMUPO.

Boylet: xa next time...

Girlet: wala na next time.

Boylet: adik talaga to oh. tsk tsk... wag ganun.

Girlet: truthfully speaking... hindi pa komportable sa mga ginagalaw mo. parang feeling ko, nandyan ka lang para manahimik ako... para less hassle nga naman sayo, and once okay na... then you'll start rolling again.

walang lang, just so you know.

Boylet: stapleran ko mata mo dyan eh. hehehehe Ba eto.

Girlet: parang multo ang nakaraan na patuloy akong hinaharas...
bakit hindi makalimutan? halos araw araw itong nararamdaman...

last na to.

Boylet: mukha kang pusit! XD

Girlet: kaw MAMMOTH!

Boylet: utot mo! Hehehehe

Well, i guess boylet thought they were already okay. But girlet felt a little off. She’s so upset and nafeel nya na tama xa.. she’s just being lulled para tahimik ang buhay ni boylet... ibig sabihin, lalo lang atang sumama loob nya...

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The 27th turned to be a little of relief. Girlet and her family talked about the plans and they pretty much accepted what’s gonna happen. That includes girlet looking for a new job, high paying, near home, at maaallow xa mag masteral.

Gusto talaga nya ituloy yung masteral nya, so that kahit papano, lumipat man xa ng work, makikita at makakakuskusang siko parin nya si boylet.

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(to be continued)